Uncertainty

Uncertainty describes me this weekend. I find myself fearing tomorrow for reasons I cannot explain. I think as I get older, I become more and more uncertain of myself and what I can and cannot accomplish. I get scared that I am doing the wrong thing or am in a place that I should not be at this time in my life. By now I thought I would have everything together and at the very least on my way to maturity! I hate feeling scared of myself and the mistakes that I have yet to make. I know God is the only certainty in life. I just wish I could have a little glimpse of what that must feel like. I am learning to rest in God not only when I am content, but also in the times that I have no idea how things will turn out!

Exodus20:20

" Moses said to the people, "Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning."